It took me getting a second concussion to slow my mind and body entirely again. I. Just. Can’t . Seem. To. Stop. Unless a brain injury or the likes FORCES me to stop. I never rest my brain, ever. I’m always doing , thinking , moving . I’m a freaking machine trapped in a petite […]
There’s a cat on me. I think it knows I’m lonely. I gave myself a black eye By falling on my face. I’m laughing. I’m not dead , just clumsy. It’s sunny out James Brown is playing Last year I got too high From that dumb volcano. On New Year’s Eve, I fell asleep. A […]
As per John Mayer’s “Love is a verb”, “Love ain’t a thing, love is a verb.” I’ve spent countless lonely holiday seasons looking back at some of the expensive gifts that were bought to me from men that “loved” me. The gifts were never given from the heart but from the system that claimed this […]
It’s funny how you can’t help to feel like your problems are the biggest burden in the world and then you watch some crazy fucked up movie about rape, murder, police stations being blown up, people getting thrown out of windows and all the anger in the world gathered into a smart witty plot and […]
You were a sharpened knife Ready to carve Short and quick Coward to the bone At devil’s reach I became raw meat Burst of cries and lies An eel came to kiss me I raided the closet Never to return I drove home once Accidentally I sat on a park bench Transiently Craving for […]
I’ve been thinking a lot about the term “illusion” lately, what it is and how we define it. How can we differentiate illusion from reality and is there such a thing as illusion vs reality? I see illusion and reality as being interchangeable. Reality might be an illusion and illusion might be reality. There’s a […]
And before, you were? What were you, exactly? Or were you ever? Will you still be or want to be who you were always meant to be or will you die of indifference, lassitude and complacency?